Can you smell it in the air? I do believe that's change brewing.
With the fast-approaching inauguration of Barack Obama as our 44th president, there has been so much Obama-mania that it's difficult even for a skeptic like myself not to get swept up in the growing wave of excitement and hero-worship. But I find myself a little divided over this matter, or plainly put, it's like there are two people in my head. And apparently they both speak in run-on sentences. Let's meet them, shall we?
The Reserved, Slightly Jaded Skeptic:
Yes, this inauguration is historic and momentous. It's difficult, if not impossible to put into words what it means to the people of this nation, especially those of African descent. The symbolism is huge but the man, well at the end of the day the man is just a man; a man who happens to be a brilliant politician; a man who happens to be an evocative speaker and charismatic leader; but still, just a man.
Let's face it, the day this country would elect a black president was inevitable, it just happened to be him and happened to be now. Barack Obama, while viewed as a savior by many, has flaws just like you and I, he will make mistakes just like you and I, and we as a nation, battered as we may feel at this moment in time, cannot reasonably expect miracles from him. I, for one, am not willing to place him near the elevations of courageous men like Abraham Lincoln and Martin Luther King, Jr. just yet. I feel he has something to prove to this country and the world. We need to see more of him in action, we need to see him standing behind his oh-so-eloquent words, we need to see if he has chosen the right people to help him achieve his grand vision... I could go on and on with the specifics of what I believe we need in order to consider him worthy of all the hype, but I think everyone would agree that right now we just need a true leader, period.
The Daydream 'Drama-Queen' Believer:
I generally try to avoid reading the news (or browse it with caution) because of all the doom-and-gloom journalism out there. But today I was jumping and weeping for joy inside but too shocked to make even a facial expression outwardly as I read this:
"Thadeus of Lansing, Mich., asks, 'Is the new administration going to get rid of the "don't ask, don't tell policy?'"
said Gibbs, looking into the camera. "Thadeus, you don't hear a politician give a one-word answer much. But it's, 'Yes.'"
Oh. My. God. FINALLY.
Robert Gibbs is Obama's Press Secretary, which basically means he speaks directly for the president-elect. I can't believe he put it out there in black-and-white, non-retractable words! I can't believe it's happening this quickly! What does he have in store for next week's Inaugural Speech, guarantee of the permanent legalization of gay marriage nationwide? The invention of healthy, nutritious fast-food that helps you lose weight and still tastes like fast-food? (A girl can dream.)

So, is Barack Obama the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Here's one thing I learned about him today, he has guts. He has convictions and he backs them with strong words and fast action. That's something I can't say about the former objects of my admiration, Mr. & Mrs. Clinton. I respect their views and believe they genuinely care for and want better for the American people and for future generations. I believe in the vision they have for this country, but there's no denying their weakness on action and follow-through. I have felt let-down by each of them time and again, until I ultimately just stopped believing in them. It's one thing to have a clear vision and another to have the personal power and aptitude to make it manifest, and Mr Obama seems to possess both. I was thoroughly impressed by his actions today. And although I'm still weary of things too good to be true, I think I'm slowly becoming a believer.
I still think the shrine-like sales kiosk at Borders filled with endless images of Obama in proud, heroic poses on the covers of books, magazines, posters, calendars, etc. is a little too much. Gimme a few months though and ask me again...

Superman? We'll see.