Follow up
I was just reading my post titled "Hope" from over a year and a half ago. I had forgotten how stressful life was for me back then. I never did all the hiking I was planning to do. But I suppose the most important thing was that I somehow found hope and that kept me going.
Today my life is wonderful. I just took an amazing vacation. Noah and I have our own cute little apartment which is extremely close to work for me. We took in his mom's dog Penny and we adopted another kitty, Millie. We recently bought a new car that I love. We paid off the credit card debt and no longer struggle financially. I mean we're still poor but we have some breathing room. Our relationship is better than it ever has been.
And my doctor and I have finally found the right cocktail of meds to stabilize me. She also recommended high doses of certain vitamins and minerals so I take a shit ton of supplements and it gives me energy and clarity. Because I'm feeling better, I'm much better at my job and enjoying it again. I've picked up new hobbies and stepped out of my comfort zone and made new friends. I've come a long way since that last post. Overall, life is good! ♡