Diary of a Nomad: Bittersweet (but mostly sweet)

I was just reading one of my previous posts titled "Bittersweet (but mostly bitter)" and reflecting on how less-better I'm feeling these days. Having an outlet like this blog helps tremendously. But watching sappy Christmas movies, giftwrapping, decorating, and listening to Christmas music has also done wonders for putting me in the holiday spirit. I can't help but feel that even with all the joy the holidays bring, it still feels a little bittersweet. I can't explain the sadness that accompanies this time of year. Perhaps it's because while it amplifies all that is good in life, it also holds a magnifying glass up to all that is missing. Like loved ones who have passed, or loved ones we've yet to meet. Or maybe it's just the depressing weather - who knows!

Myself, I fill the void with Bing Crosby, ornaments, lights, pine-scented candles, cinnamon-scented pine cones, fresh-baked cookies, and candy cane pie; then cover it with festive wrapping paper and voila! I hardly know it's there. It works. And warming myself by a fireplace with a cup of hot cocoa is better than allowing myself to feel the bitter cold. It snowed here last night and it's 30 degrees out as I write this. I would usually complain but I'm actuallying enjoying it. The light blanket of snow on the rooftops and ground is beautiful - and decidedly Christmas-ier than green grass. The weather also reminds me of Minnesota and eases the homesickness a little. I hope everyone is having a fantastic weekend and staying warm.

P.S. - Speaking of snow, I'm looking forward to staying at Mt. Rainier National Park Inn for Christmas Eve. I keep checking the webcams for snow and today there's plenty! Take a look. These are live webcam shots from Paradise, just a little further up from Longmire where I'm staying.